Still, this stuff is pretty damned discouraging.
Am I really almost 24? Amazing. And what have I accomplished? Nothing.


Am I really almost 24? Amazing. And what have I accomplished? Nothing.
No, really, how does one not get a job one essentially already has? And with the same organization, at that?! I must be the biggest fucking loser on the face of the planet.
Okay, I'm finished now.
So I just found out -- I didn't get the job. Given my luck, I'm not all that surprised. However, it's still pretty disappointing, seeing as how I've basically been doing that job and more since last September, give or take a couple of months! I really feel like a failure right now -- but then, I always feel like a failure, probably because I am one -- and I don't think I'll stop feeling that way until I succeed at killing myself.